Looking forwards looking back,
There’s nothing I cannot see,
But for those who are alongside me,
Of them I am lost at sea.
It is hard to let it go,
This feeling inside,
That threatens to gnaw away,
Till nothing is left of me.
I’ve spent a long time planning out how things will go, and how things have actually turned out to be that now, when it is actually happening all around me, I’m at a loss at what to do.
There are people in my life who care for me I know this to be true, but the one who I thought always would, I guess it won’t be so. It’s hard to get a notice and when I do it is not to be a whole notice. You know that feeling inside of you when you’re aiming for something that you’re very unlikely to get? I’ve got that feeling inside of me, though I guess I should have known it’d be like this.
