Thoughts

Who said anything

About the life we had

Even though I cannot sing

It wasn’t half bad.

Just came to see your face

But you were so out of taste

Written all over your place

That I left due haste.

Whatever were you thinking

That I would come for you

Care for you

Love you

Again…

Go smack yourself

I couldn’t care

Look out for oneself

Cos all I’ve give is a glare.

Just run away

From everything you hold dear

And never come to stay

Even if all you want

Is an ear.

Go screw yourself

You crazy bitch

Just leave me alone

You made my heart stone.

I never thought I’d say this

But I hate you so

You had me in your hands

And you let me go.

Once broken considered sold

That was what I was told

Well consider me broken

I’m no longer in your hold.

Piss off, and leave me now

You’ve left your mark

I’m full of scowls

I gave you my all

And I daren’t tell you how.

Please, I beg of you

Leave my thoughts alone

I suffered once

There is no use for more.

Have a heart and listen

Hey there you’re a melody,

A sweet song,

A memory

That doesn’t belong.

Maybe it’s the way you look at things

But how’s that help with the sting

Of thoughts long past

Or memories that you helped create?

Your smile is everything to that person

Your laugh makes everything light

A hand is all they ask for

To hold them when the sun goes down

And the world needs some brightening

So have a heart, and listen

For when a person says they need you

Don’t turn them away out of turn

Just for once, stop and listen

Sending it up

Don’t you ever wonder

What it could have been

Ever wanted to see,

To touch,

To feel,

The feel of the person,

Who makes your day?

Well look no further,

Cos you’ve found it,

The one,

Who brightens everyday.

You shouldn’t feel,

Second best,

The bridesmaid,

The best man,

The one left behind…

Hey, never say you want to be alone

For you know it’s a lie

Smile and be happy

With the one in your life

Why why why why must you fight every single day when the world as we know it has been kind to us? Haven’t we always had a day to smile about, a joke to laugh about, a memory to cherish, whatever happened to you?

People, life is unexpected, exciting, and well, full of life. Please don’t mess around with it, don’t lie, don’t cheat, just have fun and be open about it There’s nothing wrong with that.

The past week has been a wonderful experience, with lots of love, care, and a healthy dose of friendship. So people who read this, please, just remember the special moments that come around every once in awhile, and enjoy them, for they’re the things that we live for. Cheers to you all, and God bless

New Years and the first 21

Woah, a new year is here and what a way to celebrate it!

Went out to Solaris, in surprisingly little traffic considering the day, where the only thing we thought of eating was a panini since the pinch would have been monstrous indeed! (Haha it was quite filling though admittedly) with the best company any guy could want Haha yes, if You are reading this then you know that you’re actually the best company I can think of (Just don’t kembang too much yeah?) =P

And wow we were the youngest people there for hours! So many aunties and uncles all over the place >.< It’s ironic, for a moment when everyone celebrates the coming of a new year and being that much older, I felt really young! Not that I minded much but it was worth the laughs don’t you think?

Revisited somethings I didn’t like as well there, like people staring at your table waiting for you to leave like vultures just so that they can have a place to sit and smoke is so bloody annoying with it bad enough that they’re killing our lungs while waiting 0.o Haha to spite all of you who do that, we finally gave it up to a family that we took pity on cos they were standing out eating out of their trays XD

Then a (short) chance meeting with some people I didn’t honestly think with chances even lower than meeting any one of our friends there (one in a few thousand) and onto our mad merry go round walk around the place looking for an outside bar to sit at. We must have walked around at least a dozen times looking for a table! XD Though I think we found the best place to be at the end of it all down by the stage Hehe listening to a group of oldies but they were decent for the occassion me thinks.

Haha a real funny bit though was them launching fireworks so much earlier than everyone else across the country. 5 minutes early! I’ve heard of premature ejaculation but wow! So fast! I’ve got to say, the fireworks they launched sure were pretty though (I’ve got ass grin on my face while I say this) and being covered in confetti making us look like glitter people was fun A few drum beats later and the party was over and the car brought up for the drive home. Hehe celebrating a new year with paninis, some attempts at dancing (or shaking god knows what I did) with great company. I love it!

3 days later and it’s Jack’s 21st! Haha the first of the psychos to touch that magical number and long may you never enjoy the new benefits of the age boy! XD Never vote, never gamble, and don’t get married in this calendar year!

Hehe though you should throw parties like that more often it was fun, and (sorry) for the sake of whoever reads this, I’ll leave out what we did, so that next time they’ll come too!

Cheers everyone *HUGS!*

Family, friends, parties and food!

The past few days have been ever so hectic

But it’s been full of fun and games

I’ve never been so ecstactic!

After this year, nothing will be the same

Haha this Christmas has been a blast,

Meeting and greeting many people everyday.

But for once in the week I’ve found some time to talk about it

And share with you the joys of a new year

Don’t you think it’s funny how when a year comes to an end you stop thinking about anything that’s happened and you just look forward to the days as they pass you by?

I know I have but I can’t help shaking certain things. I’ve lost some people in my life this year but I’ve also gained some new ones (and regained some which I’ve been taking for granted sadly)

I wish that everyone could have the life that they desire with friends such as mine

This is a really short update but like the past few days and probably the next I’m off to pass around some cheer and goodwill for that’s gonna be my new year resolution.

Peace everyone and have a fabulous time counting down to the new year with your friends and family *hugs!*

There will never be an ending
but there’s always change so all the things that you’re defending
have been rearranged but it’s so hard to talk to you
you’re never there
With my adjusted way of thinking I shouldn’t care
Now I know that nothing lasts forever
so long everything’s going to be that much better
now I know that nothing lasts forever

P.S  Make new memories with both the old and the new

Climbing up the Mountain Top

Haha as much as  I would like to say I actually climbed a mountain, Mount Kiara will have to do. Haha I haven’t done any climbing in a long time, and definitely nothing this funny since High School flying with the flutterby bunch. WOOT! Haha climbing for my food sure is rewarding though, can’t wait to do it again

The Love that went away

I can remember planning
Building my whole world around you
And I can remember hoping
That you and I could make it on through

But something went wrong
We loved each other
We just couldn’t get along
Take a good look at me
I’m in misery, can’t you see?

I can’t remember nothing, no no
But the good times we used to share
I’m so sad and lonely
Without you my life was so dead
I’m sorry to say

You go your way and I’ll go my way
It hurts deep inside
The day we said goodbye…

I’ve tried living my life

But it’s just so hard

Without you by my side

Why did you have to say goodbye

My love… The love I lost

It’s that time of year again

When everything started

But now all I have are memories

Of you and me.

And I guess that’s all I’ll be getting this Christmas eve…

Weddings and the Black Eyed Peas

When you get married, what sort of song do you normally wish to have sung or performed live for your wedding reception? Here’s a story about a wedding I attended last night.

My uncle John Rodgers sure does have a quirky sense of humor along with his wife for they wanted “I’ve got a Feeling” by the BEP xD

OMG, that was one heck of an entrance song for a couple to enter the hall with! The lights were dimmed, then the emcee started calling out for the bridesmaids and groomsmen to come out (insert self) along with the bride and grooms families and the lucky couple themselves at the end. And as we’re walking in, we start hearing a ‘beat’, which inevitably leads us to walk in with a swagger and a few dance moves (The horror…) Haha I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone dance quite as hard to their wedding dinner table before.

Anyway, the dinner was great, and I think my grandparents loved going back to the part of the country of their birth to see all of our relatives (Grandma is uncle Alex Rodger’s sister) And I definitely loved going to a wedding without all the customary songs but with some good rock and R&B music instead *heads still floating*

Oh, and a word of advice if you want to get married in a really classy hotel. Tie the knot in the E&O in Penang cos they provide excellent service and I don’t think I’ve ever been to a better hotel (yet, so some people won’t get mad at me) with that kind of service and courteousness and it looks damn good!

Nothing but a hint?

I swore I’d never get involved

Said I’d never ever fall in love

It hurt me once before.

I promised it would hurt me no more

Since then time has changed,

It’s different now..

Hypnotized by you and wondered how

I fell into your arms

I was captured by your charm

So come on dear just give me a hint

A hint of your feelings,

A reflection of your thoughts

Show me something anything

Just to soothe my aching heart.

I learnt that everyone needs love in their lives,

Be it the common man or the king of Spain

So just learn to love the person next to you

And never close your heart and be cold to others

And the world that we live in may just warm others hearts…

I love every one of you

Even those that hurt me

Cos beyond everything,

We’re still bonded in a certain way

Peace,

Alex

Can’t keep waiting!

Oh god oh god oh god,

It’s coming around again!

Exams are coming,

But I can’t wait till they’re going!

Maybe all I am is a kid,

But oh so joy,

When the the clock Tic Toc Tic

And then the festivities begin!

Haha not a good poem, but good enough for how I feel Friends are coming back, the family is here for Christmas, and for once in a long while there’s nothing to disturb some joyful, sinful, HUGS!

Hm, ever wondered why Santa Claus is so big and round? It’s cos he loves hugging people, but the one time of the year that he’s allowed out of the North Pole he has to deliver gifts all over the world to sleeping children!

I mean, that’s totally unfair, so this year, I’m going to stay up to give my Santa a huge million dollar hug! (Hear the Santa of mine?) Wait wait, this is a family friendly blog, so let’s make it a Santarina!